another friend,

Heard that you went off already. Im sorry we didn’t get to spend much time with each other. I only found out recently that you’ve been wanting to share your feelings with me. And guess what? I also wanted to share with you too. Maybe we were just taking things for granted. I hope we stay in contact you know. I am going to miss you. Study hard over there k.

HUNGRY HUNGRY? VERY HUNGRY

Heard that you failed your test for the second time. It’s okay, try harder next time. I’ll be awaiting the moment where you’ll send me to school and wherever I want to go. xD Love you veh much.

The trchrs have been constantly injecting us with topics about ‘O’ Levels. I can sense what they want to do and I know that their purpose is good. I should be hungry. I need to be hungry. I want to be hungry. Tournament starts tomorrow and yes, I am looking forward to it. not cos it’s the last time so i must enjoy it, but cos I like Netball.
bye everyone.

SEC ONE CAMP

D-day has finally arrived. In about 12.5 hrs from now, we’ll all be in for more challenge. I predict some conflicts, disagreements and arguments will surface during this 3 days 2 nights camp. We shall do our best and for my part, I will make sure I do not repeat things that had happened to me once. Cause they say,” Nothing beats experiences.” Anyway, this will be the final camp for us right? Before Os…. Carpe Diem! Seize the day. Be back w stories, Insyallah. Bye.

Get well soon, Joy love.

KINGS OF LEON

Everyone’s out. My parents, young brother, eldest sister & fiancee, Ashley and Andriy are out to Changi. What else but fishing. I dont have EYES for fishing and they’re coming home tomorrow morning! The plus point of this is that, I have the whole house to myself for an least about an hour before my elder bro and 2nd sister comes home . My other 2 siblings are hanging out w friends. I decided to chill at home, watch some movies, make jellies!!!! and tune in to 987fm! Nevermind, at least I can look forward to tomorrow’s event, where my parents will have to help me buy 2 pairs of shoes and an ezlink card. AND i need to update my tracklist cos Ive been humming and singing the same songs for a few months already so I need to change it. And this is really bad, I seldom surf the net, so when I clicked on youtube, i don’t have any MVs to watch. Maybe Im a boring person, yeah maybe.

I can hardly control myself over the prospect of seeing my seniors receiving their O’s results. I can predict the atmosphere will be tense, some will look grim and others totally at ease(before the release of results) and (after the results) the hall will be surrounded with jubilant and radiant looks, some will have tears wetting their cheeks and others sighing w relief. I hope I’ll learn something from that day, cause it’s going to be my turn next year.

Goodnight.

What used to be dark,dusty,cob-webbed,creepy tunnels are now clear,clean,bright ones
it’s 2010 now. Ive got to continue from where I left off. Cos I have dreams, and so do you.
I learnt so much during the sch break from cooking, to cleaning, to attending to kids and myself.
Guess I will only have this kind of feeling after Os.

I spent a night at ECP on the 31th December and what was nice was waking up to hear the sound of waves hitting the shores and also the sounds of kids playing with the seawater! I like it. And also my first time on a hammock! heheh.

HAPPY 2010 everyone!!!!

berjuang habis-habisan

I use to be faster then time,
But now, it seems like the opposite,
time is faster then me.
Im chasing after it.

what other options do i have, eh?

Im going to be off for quite a long time. Cya.

hiatus.

Jangan benarkan satu kesilapan menjadi penyebab untuk kita kecundang di dunia. Kita hidup di dunia yang penuh dengan cabaran. Jika cabaran-cabaran itu tidak diharungi dengan ketabahan dan keimanan, kita akan menjadi lemah. Setiap titisan air mata jernih yang mengalir keluar daripada kelopak mata dan jatuh ke bumi akan diresap udara. Ia menunjukkan bahawa setiap kesedihan, keperitan boleh dilupakan dan diambil hikmahnya bak kata pepatah ambil patinya dan buang hampasnya. Buktikan bahawa kita mempunyai semangat yang kental! Buktikan bahawa kita tabah dalam mengharungi liku-liku di dunia ini.

Bye Abang Dee! Bye Kak Aishah!
Jangan lupa balik tau!

bye Atifah.

HEAD-BUTT!!!!!!

I am a happy girl today. My cousins are getting out of primary school & they are embarking on their teenage chapter soon. I am happy cause I’ve watched and witnessed them grow from toddlers to young-teenagers. I’ve watched them changed into a better person with stronger determination and hope. I am so proud of them. I can’t wait for tomorrow.

Just now, I was reading the papers and OMG i got a shock to see Andrey Arshavin photo, his head was bleeding. So I read on, Arsenal’s having match with Chelsea this Sunday! Some of the good players are down due to injuries. Hmm, I’ll be sure to watch it! Cos Abang Fairoz is a fan of Chelsea!

Selamat Hari Raya Haji kepada semua umat Islam.
Labbaikallah Hummalabai Labbaikalla Sharikala Kalabbai.

POEMS FROM THE DIARY

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
Have you ever wonder?
How much things I have overcomed that are tougher?

Has it ever cross your mind that I like you?
OK, maybe I was stupid to think and feel that way.
Maybe, all along I am just the one in this relationship.
Now I see, the real you.

But you seemed so nice.
You voice, your looks, your actions supports it
But why? Why does it seem contradicting?
Why does each opinion I have of you changes all the time?

You seemed real close, yet so far away.

Each and every word you once said, I pondered.
Each and every word that once made me smile,
But now, it seems to be the cause of tears.
I wish it was never here.

But just wishing isn’t gonna make me smile.
I got to do something.

but what if i don’t want, Joy? What if I ….. hmmm see you real soon. Maybe Im just being lenient to myyself.ohwells.
expo tmorrow with zzzzzzz. bbye/